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I feel not because I am able to,

February 9, 2010

“Outside the station, she stands with her child on the side of the street, taking pictures of cars. You think she’s insane. Until, one day, you notice that she’s taking pictures of the license plates of the cars her child gets into. Because you look. But you do not see.

And she walks out the shop with bags full of cat food. You think she’s some crazy cat lady until you find out, she has no cats. Because you eat. But you do not taste.

It’s been a while since their last album but he assures you, he’s doing just fine these days, white flecks in his nostrils. Then he asks you if he can spend the night on your couch, even though it stinks. Because you sniff. But you do not smell.

And they say “Just OK” when you ask them how school was. Then you wonder what they’re hiding until you find their diary and the last entry reads “I wish you’d give me some privacy.” Because you listen. But you do not hear.

And they’ve got a bruise over their eye and you run the tips of your fingers over it and ask them how it happened. You believe them. Until it happens again. Because you touch. But you do not feel. And they walk past you everyday, one million stories, each waiting to be told. Waiting for you to ask.

Because you live. But very few, love.”

via www.pleasefindthis.blogspot.com

Haha.

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Do not trigger me,

February 4, 2010

I guess the title above explains my mood at this moment huh. So, to sum up these few weeks, I just have a word. Screwed. Firstly I didnt get into SC which I though I will. Secondly I did not do any tutorials that the school had assigned to me while the rest of my class people completed them like no one’s business. Thirdly, your presence just irks me. Say I’m a bitch or whatever you like, I just hate people who looks so annoying. Especially you. Fourthly, I hate the fact that I cant make the right decisions at the right time. I tend to screw things up. Never had the opposite happened after I had planned things well right before hand. Then people will think that I’m full of bullshit. How right am I to say that culture is so hard to change hur. Then i see those vj photos. Just reminds me once again how fucking epic fail I am.

I am not ap for no reason. hah.

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I love this.

February 1, 2010

Omg singapore’s mrt is going to be so marvellous. I bet tourists gonna get super confused!!!!

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Protected: When it’s all for nothing,

January 26, 2010

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January 25, 2010

I need my sleep la. gah.

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Protected: :(

January 22, 2010

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5 Days of Senior High.

January 22, 2010

One week of Senior High passed and I think I am feeling the stress. I dont know why people from our level all so hardworking one. Maybe I should be like them too. It doesnt hurt I’d guess. But my attention gets swayed away easily if I see stuffs that catch my attention, which will inevitable make me unhappy. I will emo to myself, I will not do my work, I will ggwp. :(

I hope campaigning will be a wonderful one. 26 people from homa is running. and there is only 11 going to be selected. Thats not even a 50percent chance. I’ve got to jiayou alr.

Tomorrow’s sister’s engagement. May you and him last forever yup. (:

I feel super sad when I see couples so blissful and happy.

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Protected: Some things that I cant deny,

January 21, 2010

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Protected: The immaturity of two hearts, or is it one?

January 20, 2010

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Senior High.

January 20, 2010

Hi people havent really been posting much since orientation started and the resuming of school 3 days ago, had no time at all to even do a proper blog post sigh. orientation was real fun and how i wish it will continue on. Dont really like the idea of studying as a jc1 student.

Lessons started like 3 days ago, so we now know our teachers for each particular subject. Hm, I think all is can can la. Just that some is abit gl i dont know why. Self portrait guailan. -.- Nvm this is SH i guess. All the younger and more interactive teachers are perhaps all at JH. hah.

Homework is hectic. I almost wanted to pon chem lect today. I dont feel like forming sentences now. Im ending here. another day perhaps bye lovelies