BBQ

WHY IS TODAY FRIDAY *cries*

Okay whatever. Today was C31 gathering, bbq session, at weiqi’s house. Started off the day badly by letting imagination to run wild and could not sleep. Woke up at the wrong side of the bed and felt like bullshit. But luckily, there was a bowl of good porridge for brunch to ease off all the nonsense. Didnt want to stay at home and do nothing ‘cos mummy was sleeping and didnt want to disturb her by watching television. So i went out. Was supposed to meet chelszy at 430 but decided to ask her out earlier since I am already out and guess what. I had finished walking all 3 malls in tampines and she wasnt here yet. lmao. i knew she takes eons to bathe but 1.5 hrs is too long to come out from her house to tm. (she stays in tamp lol) chels no offence k heh.

So, we resided in teadot and started embarking on our work. She did her math while I did my GP. My GP is not finished yet though and I do not have any remaining motivation to continue. HATE IT. ugh. So while she continued to battle with math, I stoned around and kinda really daydreamed. Hate it ttm. My phone’s data plan always fail to work at tampines and idk wai. Super annoying and I know calling in to Starhub will not work ‘cos my line will never get through. -_-

Ok so as time passes, we left t1 and headed off to weiqi’s condo lor. lmao. saw my classmates that I havent seen in a looong time. not bad haha. I didnt want to help bbq at first because I had tuition later on and I didnt want to reek of bbq smell as I carelessly forgot to take an extra shirt out. meh. But I felt bad to eat and play monopoly deal at the same time, so I decided to help out with the bbqing lor haha i so nice thx. meh and jade burnt her middle finger as she was adding charcoal. gws man! So bbq bbq bbq then in the end decided not to go for tuition. I also dont know wai. Dilys they all say dont go lah dont go lah and made me felt like not attending too. Ok so whatever dont go lor. Doesnt matter anyway haha. So we talked cock talked rubbish and gossip. Haha and they attempted to fish out things from me. But nah I wont wanna say. not obvious mehhhhh. I guess yall dont unds me much after all hence yall dont know lol. Nvm lah. And dilys, it’s not that k. haha.

So bbq ended at arounnd 10 plus and I took the train home with chelzy and we sat at mccafe for a while cos it wasnt time for me to go home yet as my mum didnt know I went for bbq lol. -_- sigh i feel so bad to not tell her haha but whatever lah. Talk cock and then we took bus and went home.

Sigh and we have lessons until 415 before orientation starts wtf lah

Today, I learnt that I am not the only one in this boat alone. There are many invisible people around me who are having the same plight. But whatever it is, I will not be bothered by all these rubbish because at the end of the day it is totally not worth it. If you regard me as a friend, you will come and talk to me and even if you dont do that, I am fine because we all lead our own lives and ours dont cross paths after all. Nah I am not emo/sad/unhappy whatsoever-_- Just saying things.

And sigh. I shouldnt disturb my pal and talk tons of rubbish again. I shouldnt be disturbing her because… nvm.

all the people (if you can identify) here are different. so dont make wild guesses thx.